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yoursrinibas@yahoo.com
Date:
Wed Oct 22 13:05:45 2003
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From A Friend
Wrote...
OD (The supreme power of the universe) and I
GOD is a power of the universe beyond which there is no power. So it is called "The supreme power of the universe." It is present wherever we go in the world so it is called as omnipresent. Below I mentioning the relation between God and I. It is practically not possible to talk with God but we as humans communicate with God through our emotional attachments through certain religious beliefs and through our extreme devotion with the names of God. My communication with God is each moment of my life in the whole of 27 years.
He has conditioned my life such a way that all my internal factors (body, mind, psychology, immune system, nervous system, perception, inrenalising ability, memorising ability, etc.) External factors (The social environment, my communication to others, my exposure to the society through my thinking and interacting, etc.). God, the supreme power of the universe has conditioned all the internal and external factor such a way that I can suffering at each moment of life since my birth, I can say with all certainty that God, the supreme power of the universe is doing all this, because He has the purpose in His life that I must suffer at each moment.
He might have planned much time before my birth. he has been succeeding in all His efforts in doing all inhumanity till this moment. I am sure that He will continue till I am alive. Then He will sigh a relief.
In all religious text be it Gita, Bible, Koran, Zenda Vesta, etc. it is clearly written and has been emphasised that " we are the just means to do anything " The original one does and directs is the God, The supreme power of the universe
In the whole of 27 years there is no single moment of my life that GOD has spared me from inflicting pain. I really have to believe in God , who is omnipresent . In each of the religious text it is written that He is a omnipresent and has knowledge of whatever happens in the World, there is nothing in the world to challenge him. Perhaps I am only person in the world in the history of human civilisation to realise this in the extreme( negative) sense of the term. I fully agree with this concept of God, because there is not a single moment of my life in the whole of 27 years I felt that God is operating inside and outside me to inflict as much pain, depression, suffering and betrayal possible by him.
Not a single moment he has done anything expect giving me all sorts of pain, betrayal, depression, disgust, loneliness, dejection, suffering and anything that can compel me feel irritated, shocked, He will do it definitely. God’s aim is as long as I am alive I should live a life worse than a dirty pig . To satisfy this aim God has can do anything. He can so anything to me wherever I am, whenever it might may be. His purpose is that I should not lead a normal life rather a disgusting and betrayed life. He is always happy in the whole of 27 years because he could see painful tears in my eye everytime in all moments of life wherever I am. This is the God! People worship him because they are Getting something or the other from God, (from life) but in my case He is always asking all sorts of sacrifice and at the same time inflicting all sorts of pain to the maximum extent, so that I will feel nothing except dejection and disgusting.
Life has given me nothing in whole of 27 years except dejection, disgust, suffering, and betrayal.
My tears are feeding the hunger stomach of the supreme power of the universe for the last 27 years continuously without any break for even a second. God has smiling at me watching my helplessness for last 27 years.
God has been perfectly playing the role of an enemy for last 27 years without resting even for a moment. I couldn’t see myself to lead a normal life in whole of 27 years, the only thing that I was doing was tolerating all sorts of suffering that God could inflict, I have only all the negatives of life without knowing what the posi